I arrive at the Divine altar of my Womb

Honoring all the pains and hurts that have lived here

Calling them by name

My spiritual awakening didn't start with a magical kundalini awakening that sent orgasmic waves of bliss through my body (that came much later lol) It actually began with me quite literally crawling my way out of the depths of my own hell

The women I love have spirits that are unbreakable, in complete devotion to the divine. Their life experiences have not deterred them from living their best life but have only stirred their passions to reach beyond the darkest crevices of their shadows integrating them into the highest octaves of light.

I struggled with addiction throughout my adolescence and into my early adulthood. Of course I had my drug of choice, but what it really came down to was a searching of something outside of myself, to numb me and help me escape from the pain I was harboring within.