My spiritual awakening didn't start with a magical kundalini awakening that sent orgasmic waves of bliss through my body (that came much later lol) It actually began with me quite literally crawling my way out of the depths of my own hell

I struggled with addiction throughout my adolescence and into my early adulthood. Of course I had my drug of choice, but what it really came down to was a searching of something outside of myself, to numb me and help me escape from the pain I was harboring within.